I'm happy to say with all sincerity that I am a Soul Healing Miracle. In 2001 shortly before 9/11 I collapsed. My body's chi/energy seemed to completely drain as my legs gave out. My brother and I were putting up a wall hanging of Jesus in my mother's home. I remember Jesus looking at me with loving compassion as if to say, "This is going to be one of the greatest challenges of your life and I send you my greatest love". I didn't know what was happening but I knew enough to understand that it was big and would forever change my life. I had wanted my life to change. I felt deeply that there was much greater purpose to my life and somehow it was not manifesting. I prayed for change but did not expect this. During this intensely painful period which ultimately lasted for a couple of years, the saying, "Be careful what you ask for" repeated in my mind.
Most of my days were spent in bed bearing witness to many disasters. You see, my third eye opened fully and showed me firstly 9/11, the destruction of the buildings and the lives lost then it happened a couple of weeks later. This image brought on despair and grief and it was the first of many to follow. I watched as many Mother Earth disasters unfolded, floods and earthquakes, some that have occurred and some that have yet to occur. I could not turn this experience off nor could I distract myself from it since I had no strength to do anything but lay there and watch. I felt completely helpless and did not understand why I was being shown these images. What could I possibly do about any of it!